I'm searching for that balance of doing what I really want to do and taking a job because I need one - a job that is overwhelming, meaningful, and intense. Scary and exciting all at once. But I don't know if it's the kind of scary I want. Sorry, I know this is painfully vague. I can't really spell it all out here, but I'm seeking out friends and family to help me think through this process.
Job hunting always seem ridiculously exciting - the new opportunities! The change! Ooh! Ahh! But when it comes down to it...the risk is a little scary. (And by "little", you know I mean ohmygoshalot right?)
At least I have this guy. Whom I apparently can't help but take pictures of in the car. And who is going to be a professor some day and earn enough money that I can take care of little Mike and Ashley, design, and sew all day. In my yoga pants, of course. :) Thanks for putting up with my anxiety about jobs.